Help!

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I woke up really sad today. I am feeling hopeless.

Sometime early this morning, he came into our room to use the shower in our bathroom (only shower in the house). When he was done, I sleepily asked something about what time he’d be home tonight. He was very certain he didn’t know what time. I then followed up with I would not be home had hoped he could feed the dogs. He then responded he’d be home and could do that.

I just remember as I was falling back to sleep, he probably thought I wanted to “TALK” and was avoiding that. He of course, didn’t ask where I’d be. He doesn’t care.

Last night I was realizing this is 8 months post BD, a few weeks post OW and I know his feelings are all over. How can I keep GAL? I’m so sad.

I know people can wake up on the wrong side of the bed, and I usually am a very positive person. I hate feeling like this.