I've been following your postings and have been wondering about your situation. How about starting a thread of your own so that we know what your situation is. We encourage new posters to start their own threads so that we become familiar with their situations and then we can post on their respective threads, I.e., just as we encourage them to visit other threads and post.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
