Checking in...

Day 6 of this stupid cold. Had to take another sick day and may end up taking another one tomorrow. It will be a game time decision. Getting pretty tired of lazing around but don’t have the energy to do much else. Watched A LOT of hockey so that was the one bonus.

Jack finally left on Sunday. It was a bit emotional. I’m not sure it had really dawned on him what breaking up might mean as he said, “wait...does this mean I can’t come see you on weekends anymore?” Uh...kinda. The good news is that I think it has freed him up to look at jobs on the mainland as he mentioned he might make a trip over there this week sometime even though he doesn’t want to go there and his family doesn’t want him to go there. For someone who claims not to be very close to his family, he sure does consider their opinions in his decision making. Anyway....he told me he loved me and hugged me goodbye. We joked (kinda) about maybe being FWB. I’ve never thought of myself as being someone who could “handle” a FWB situation but with him, I can almost picture it...lol. IDK. We are friends at the very least and want the best for each other. We are both pretty clear on that point.

Traded a few messages with Brook yesterday during the World Juniors Hockey game. Yay Canada!!! He was at work but apparently lots of patients and staff were watching it so it was a bit of a party on the ward that he was working on. Sounded like a great time. smile