Ok, giving myself a tough love talk! I did not put in all that GAL effort this weekend only to regress.

Finally ordered and received my new copy of DR (I could not locate the old copy I bought a few years back when dealing with H's infidelity). I plan to start reading that tonight. I clearly need a refresher!

Putting my big girl panties on and continuing to MOVE FORWARD! As much as I want H to be in my life (in spite of all his faults), the reality is that I do not need him to be in my life. I need to start acting like I know that.


H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9
BD - 11/2019
Married 14 years; Together 20 years