Haha....that's ok G. I have held the line since she moved out which is coming up on 3 years. I have no idea what was going through her head when she did what she did. I wasnt perfect but definitely didnt deserve what I got.
Anyway, there is too much water under the bridge at this point to ever look back. The pain she caused me, my girls and my parents is something I could never return from. I also have lost all respect for her and is something that I dont think would ever return.
I will pay my child support like a good soldier and be the best co parent I can be but that is where it stops.