I am sorry you are here. Whether she's in MLC or a WAW, you would treat her and your situation the same. I suggest that you visit the Newcomers Forum and look up Sandi2. She was a WAW and you may get some valuable insight from her postings.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
