Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 6

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No contact from W today. Surprised as I thought she would chase me for more info, or ask for more help on things.

Been thinking about things I could strive to achieve in 2020. Certainly got a few personal goals like increasing my weight limits at the gym, writing some more, earn more money from gigs, pass at least 2 exams etc. I certainly will be kept busy that's for sure!

I'm sad that W won't see me achieve these things, but I'm sure she will get to hear about them.

On reflection, I really fought for my M. I still want to. I went to IC, and have done the work required. W is still in the hardened heart phase and is keeping distant. I know she is feeling stressed, especially about getting a place of her own. I can't help her though - this is what she wanted so she has to make do.

Funny thing is, she said "The easy thing for me to do is to walk away!" It's actually proving very tricky for her. If she wanted to R and work things out, we'd still have a house, at least for the time being.