Happy 2020 everyone! Here's to a new and better year to you all!
It's been awhile since I updated... I went on an 3 week trip out of country... 2 weeks with friends and 1 week with family.
The 2 week trip with friends was amazing, exactly what I needed to GAL... my friends and I spent sometime in Thailand/Bangkok, and that place can do wonders for lonely dudes... I'll leave the details out if you are not familiar with it ;P We also did a 6 day motorcycle touring trip in the northern mountain regions of Vietnam/Hanoi thru some local villages meeting/drinking with local folks.
I have to say, this is the first time in months that I have felt excitement and happiness just by thinking about the trip experience.
Most of my extended family know about the sitch now, and they are all surprised and supportive of me in either outcome.
I always knew that I was obsessing too much about the sitch day to day. But I'm finding myself wanting to do that less and less after this trip. My internal goal was always to be able to really move on, and be able to focused by new year 2020, and I think I'm on track to do that.
Mentally and emotionally, I feel like I'm much less motivated for this to work out.
