I can tell that you are uncomfortable opening up. If you truly want to experience change, you will need to become comfortable feeling uncomfortable. Many times we fear change because of the unknown, however there is power in vulnerability.
How motivated are you to become the best you, you can be? This will require overcoming obstacles that might look impossible. Believe, trust the process and use fear as motivation.....not an obstacle.
LITB, I am very motivated to become the best I can be. For too long I've been complacent and not making serious changes in my life.