"hoosjim" This is some awesome stuff. I will print it out and read it over and over again, along with the DB book. I really need to pursue readings of being an Alpha male. I feel like coming from a broken home at age 6 and age 13 has done severe damage on my psyche and self-esteem.
When I was going through all of this as a teenager I had basketball to fall back on. It was my saving grace and allowed me to be validated. Even up until the point I quit playing in college to get engaged to my current wife. I guess I will truly have to find myself in all of this chaos. After basketball my validation became my wife and then my family, although I neglected them and chose to play a lot of golf etc... The coaching I will not take back as that was my job and has been my passion.
