Stranger In My House

[HesAble]

Thanks Job and Cardinal for your advice/support. I felt much more relieved when I realized that H is the one who should be worried, not me. He was obviously nervous the entire Christmas Day when the kids and I spent time with him. For the kids' sake, I was happy he followed through and arranged to see us even though we are out of town with family for the holidays.

I still love him and wish those feelings would just go. I wish the pain would disappear as well. Baby steps, I guess. Happiness is a choice is what I keep telling myself, but it is easier said than done.