I feel you in so many ways and I'm preparing myself for H to move out in some degree in January too. I'm here for you.
Someone-- maybe CW?-- posted recently about the silver lining being that we get to have the experience of falling in love again, and maybe that is something that can help keep you going. There are a lot of positive things on the other side of this valley, and we just have to get through and some distance from the daily hurt to get clarity on what we really need for ourselves.
We're about to start a whole new decade. Let's do it right.
May
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing
