Line from a show I was just watching: "We accept the love we think we deserve".
You deserve more, girl.
Thank you. I finally believe I do.
We just got home from Our PA trip with my dad and his wife. It went well. We had a good time. My dad also drives like a maniac at 90 mph, riding everyone’s a$$ weaving in and out of lanes. We had our usually argument over that. I tell him it makes me sick, it’s scary, please calm down, then he screams at me. But I’m used to it.
Now we are home and he is being quiet and cranky. Already said something about my daughter’s room. I’m beginning to feel a bit uncomfortable in my home. I work for the next 2 days while they are here, so I guess that’s good ( although booooo work) I only get actual Christmas Day off this week.
Feeling weird. I really did have a good time.
I just feel kind of out of sorts. And I feel fat. But that’s a whole other story. I am stressing about getting everything together for my second job. And I just really don’t want a second job. One is enough and stressful. But I guess I got do what a girl’s got to do.
I just got to get through these holidays with my sanity.