Cross countries separation EU

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hi all!

Thanks a lot for your replies and Merry Christmas to all of you as well. I have been better with the children but my W is still ignoring me even if I try and tell her about the little one being sick.

I do not want to put any pressure on her but I still feel like my life cannot go on forever like this, I look at the little one smiling and I think "how can this not be a reason to fight? I will change all I have to and keep the confidence but I will reunite my family"

I talked to the lawyer about changing the separation agreement and I hope I can sit down with her before that all happens. It would feel cold but I already asked her to split children from our R/D.

With Christmas coming I wanted to send her a meaningful present, something as the first movie we saw at a theater but people warn me against this, what do you guys think?

The other day on the phone she was asking me not to mention anything about us and she shouted to me that it was incredible how I had destroyed our marriage during 5 years and that I have not changed a little bit. I am killing any temper bursts, being more positive and happy than ever with my children and around W and as I always say exercising and good food are helping me incredibly.

Every single day I think about asking her out, then I come here, read a bit and cry at home.

If I write to her something sincere and loving she will tell me that I am playing psychological games on her, what does she mean by that?

I have seen her 3 or 4 times in 2 months and always she remains cold and aggressive with me. Everybody around me tells me she is happy and going out and moving on. I cannot find anyone outside of here that supports my position to save my M so I end up going out to have fun and avoid the subject.

Is there a positive way to interact with her during the holidays?

Thanks a lot for all your help!