I had a really down day. I haven't had a day like today in months. It's weird. XW came over. Super cheery, like we are BFFs. She's sort of been this way since she introduced her BF and found out about my GF, but it hasn't bugged me much. Daughters had a hard time getting along. My GF had to cancel our dinner plans. Felt really alone and kind of sad. It probably has to do with it being the holidays and missing out on family traditions. I'll be better tomorrow, but it shows how hard this can be. That is all. Tomorrow will be better.
