Thanks AS - I think mentally I'm getting to that point too. Although I empathize with her own struggles I'm also realizing how poorly she has treated me and our son. I'm a good man with good morals and I feel like I deserve (I hate that word) to be treated better whether its her or a new partner.

I still have a long way to go but I'm getting better at handling this and focusing more on myself. If I don't value myself how will she ever value me?

H 37
W 31
S 2

T: 7
M: 4

BD 12/18
Separated 2/19
Living back together 04/06/2019
W Moved out again 07/15/2019