I’m new to giving advice so take it for what you will.
Right now your W doesn’t know anything except how miserable she is. I think you are reading too much into each conversation you have with her. Remember Sandis rules? How often have you read them? Remember. Believe nothing of what she says and only half of what she does.
You said you feel like a doormat. DONT BE A DOORMAT!! When you tried to kiss her you applied a massive amount of pressure. Pressure is bad. Very bad. Trust me. I have been one of the most hard headed unteachable people of this forum.
When you go out. You need to do it with QUALITY men. Guys you can talk to. Guys who will listen to you and guys who will back up your decision to fight for your M. Just understand that fighting for your M doesn’t mean anything about W. It’s all about you!
That being said. I know it’s hard. And painful. I’m sorry your here.
