A year on and standing

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The wife had kept a shared journal and left it in the open.

I flip it and indeed she noted down that day's incident. She was finding reason to justify herself and claiming that I am not listening to what she said (well I did probe what went on that lead to the knife incident... and allowed her to speak first before I start)

Then she starts to state that everyone is ignoring her. The kids does not care about her when they were playing their console (while she's the one hiding in the room on her phone?) and what good am I that apart getting breakfast for the kids and going exercise.... and becoming an Alpha male???

While she always has to be the bad person disciplining the kids while I play the good guy? (When she is always away?)

And when we went out I walk in front of her when we are going to retrieve the car and never care about her? while in fact she was just 2-3 steps behind me and she mentioned even friends walk side by side? (All after she serves me paper?)

That I am becoming a perfect father because she wants to divorce me (Well I am just stepping up and filling in her part to the kids)

Next she claim that she at times were still thinking if she made the right choice to divorce me and all these seems to justify it.

Geez. From what I see is for whatever things other does, she can find something to dig fault in it and for everything she does is like a holy gesture.

It is sad to see her like this. But nothing more. Somehow or rather the weekend's incident snatched the remaining rope from the hand...