Wow you have been out on your own twice as long as me. Yeah I’m coming to terms with it now that we are never getting back together. That was always the safe play for me anyways. No hassles of dating, intermingled families, new in-laws etc. I would be sacrificing having a chance at the real thing the coach talks about where your connect at an unbelievable level. I could never get there with her and she deserves to find that with someone as do I.