Don't get me wrong, I am obviously still in love with her and attached and all of that super fun stuff. BUT, the thought has crossed my mind that I don't know if I / we could ever move past all of the trauma. Furthermore, would I want to try again with someone that could so easily walk away?
I absolutely relate to this
I tell myself that I will keep the door open
BUT
she has to see me as someone of high value she has to be willing to fight for me she has to see being me as more valuable than being alone, or being with somebody else
(stolen from a post in May by a wise vet)
In the meantime, keep walking that path. Living with all this ambiguity and uncertainty is not easy.