I pray ^^^^ is the case. I have some hope and many doubts. Even if she doesnt want the D, it doesn't mean she wont file. I have no interest in pursuing other women (never have during a relationship) and do not want the D.
If I could go back, I would've apologized for the latest issue right as it happened in person with D4 present to see a man confess to his errors.
Based on many of your constructive responses, I really see a new level of how I had my hand in this relationship issue. These setbacks seem to bring back all the feelings I thought I already processed and dealt with.
H37, W37 D4, S2 ILYBNILWY 9/19 BD 9/19 EA discovered 10/19 Currently in limbo, no D or S process initiated
