Thanks. Because I was really feeling kind of pathetic. I was reflecting back on the year. I started a new job. I had yet another surgery . This one really didn’t have to do with my health, but was a little rough on the body image. I fell in love again! I also lost love again in the same year. I’ve had financial set backs.
It’s been a roller coaster of a year. And every year has been a roller coaster of a year. And I’ve faced most of my challenges alone. One would think it gets easier over time. But honestly, after so many years, it’s getting harder. I crave stability badly. I know I should be providing my own, and I do to the best of my ability. But a little comfort, peace of mind, things not going off the rails and someone by my side to lean to when it does. It’s what I need. Every year I say “this year is going to be my year” and well, I get teased, but it really never is. Each year is challenge.
But I’m going to hold on a little hope. This year will be my year.
In the meantime I am absolutely dreading work today . I can’t take another week of 9+ hour days of working like a dog. I pray it’s better
