H has been acting like such a disrespectful jerk by going out and staying all night that I am starting to question whether I would want to be with him anyway at this point. Is this a common feeling? I love the old him, but this "new man" is a total jerk. I really do not like him at all. I have found myself even thinking, "I hate him!" He makes me angry coming in at 7 a.m. and such. It is like he is saying that he doesn't care how I feel or what I think now that he is done with me.
I pray this is a phase and that he will go back to the old person I knew or at least become a much better person as a result of all this.
H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9 BD - 11/2019 Married 14 years; Together 20 years
