Thanks everyone. There are times when I wonder what I am doing as his behavior really bothers me. I mean, this was someone I’ve known for almost 30 years. How could he be so different? But then, I remind myself, this journey now can end if I decide to end it, and I remind myself that there is nothing I can say or do to stop his journey. I do have a relationship with the Lord, and we married “in sickness and in health” I am choosing to deal with this as a sickness. If H has some event(s) in his past that has brought him to this situation, who am I to tell him to snap out of it? He has to figure this out on his own.
That being said, I am trying to live for me, keep the house in order (for me) and GAL. With our D24 older, I can do what I want pretty much since she does not live in the home. I do appreciate encouragement, and I am remaining hopeful and steadfast.
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