Thanks Chaz - I don't know how intentional he is about stuff, and am trying to not think about it.
I do feel better today and yesterday. For as crap as I felt after seeing him, I did realize that, at the end of all of that day, the last interaction that we had, there was an appearance of progress: him saying he's open to hanging out, owning his crappy communication/follow through on that, and saying both of these things in response to a very broad quasi unrelated question. Before, I'd bring up hanging out, and get some blow-off excuses non-answer. This time, he brought it up, seemed clear and sincere. But, those are just words - we will see what actually happens. Trying to let go of any expectations.
