I’m going to give you a little tough love here. Your goal as you go down the D path is to learn to love and value yourself. Take care of your kids and read everything you can on attraction, alpha males and commanding respect. Sounds like you had a rough childhood so you have some soul searching, healing and learning to do. If you ignore the process you will most likely end back here again. You need to find your worth and realize your value as a person. You were too close to your situation to understand that how your w is treating you is unacceptable and demeaning. When you have time read through curtis7s thread and let me know what you think being an outsider.
You are going to be so much better and happier once you remove her from your life as much as possible.
