I've been wondering how you have been getting on.. I read your posts just shaking my head in disbelief...
Nothing to add to what others have said already. You really don't grasp anything that people say. You say you do, but always revert back to pressure and control.
Best of luck.. I hope you manage to sort your life out in 2020, and not just go over the same old ground like you have for the course of 2019.
Previous username - Helpme123.. A name chosen at a desperate time..
Now Mr Brightside.. coming out of my cage, and doing just fine.