I have had a few days where I stayed off my devices and kept the tv off. Those days I'd bake, clean the kitchen, something. It sounds like there is a lot of time in the evening but there isn't. D17 and S19 can talk and talk and talk. I imagine they need that right now or they are making up for lost time. I spent years checked out and depressed. I just got on a new med right after WAH left. It was like a light switch turned on whereas before I felt like I was in a fog.
At the moment I'm at the doing good to get through the day part since BD2. Just now I went to the bank and the sadness just overtook me. I have to drive by his work and they all knew he had OW. S19 told me she wears animal print glasses and the girl at the bank wears animal print glasses.
After WAH left D17 starting sharing her favorite shows with me. We'd have snacks, talk, laugh, high five each other. It became this nightly ritual and it's an hour. As I've said before tv really isn't my thing so I'm doing this for her.
