I never take the time to write it out because it costs me too much time in productivity. But the truth is I'm not being as productive as I should be because I am always thinking/feeling trying to get to the right place of mind. With myself, and my such. SO I NEVER FORGET EVER AGAIN. Maybe I will update my sich, thought and feelings tonight on my own thread.
I used to read and post a lot when I was at home but now I don't. I focus on taking care of my kids and sleeping. As a LBS I've waffled from not sleeping much to needing a lot of sleep. Right now I need a lot of sleep. This is an improvement from where I was.
At work yep I post too much, always trying to get to the right place of mind, and I don't want to forget either. I want to stay strong in my resolve to D him. I don't want his crumbs to affect me ever again. Must stay strong. Must not forget.
And don't even get me started on filling the void. lol
