KAS99. You are not the only one being a hermit, dealing with feelings, negative self talk and lack of GAL here, flip flopping between past, present, future, and beating yourself up for not doing, trying, correcting, fixing, building hard enough, and trying to fill a void that we ourselves can only fill. You're not alone, I have some commentary for your sich, in which a few instances you proved my point to my last question, I kind of set you up. My problem is I'm dealing with too many feelings. Too much information, too many different schools of thought, too much advise, and too many philosophies that make my anxiety and thoughts nuts. Its a internal self talk that never goes quiet. I never take the time to write it out because it costs me too much time in productivity. But the truth is I'm not being as productive as I should be because I am always thinking/feeling trying to get to the right place of mind. With myself, and my such. SO I NEVER FORGET EVER AGAIN. Maybe I will update my sich, thought and feelings tonight on my own thread.
