Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 6

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OK - booked the surveyor for Monday morning. W agreed to be in.
Just one more phonecall to make then I think I don't need to do anything.

W has sent off the finance court order form - got an email from the L about it today.

Feel a bit sad today. Feels final. The house is the last tie really. I don't know how I feel to be honest. Part of me is relieved it's over. Part of me is extremely sad that I've lost her and M and R. Part of me is angry at myself and her for allowing this to happen, and for not DBing earlier (though I hadn't heard about DBing til August, by which time W had already filed for D). Another part of me still is happy that I've improved a lot about myself in six months and that IC has addressed lots of issues.