It's a lot to unpack in your post. I will have to do it later. I will say your are persistent. But IMO you have an attachment disorder. We told about Rville and you went. Now you are writing letters and not giving her space, the one thing she has requested. I really think you are coming off as selfish, and it's making you unattractive. Maybe your WW come back off the letter, but I think it's a low probability. And you wrote the letters never intending to send her the plan B letter. Why?
Joejoe
More later.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.