Cross countries separation EU

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Hi all,

I wrote to my W yesterday the exact words that FS gave me and after no reply to my email I TM her to say I only needed an answer about the children. Her answer was she could not make it work this week. I asked if she was busy I could pick them up from school one day and she did not answer. When I insisted she told me to please stop writing to her and only talk about the children. I said it is about the children and she told me it wasn't the right time.

This morning she has called me crying saying I have no right to keep playing psychological games on her and that I destroyed our M for 5 years if now I am suffering I need to stand it and leave her alone. She said I am not thankful for the time when I have my children and I am not playing the role of a father.

I told her I want her to be happy and to be a full time father above everything and I only ask for 5 minutes in the park and again she threatened to have me blocked of her phone and only "communicate" via email. Honestly today is one of those days you feel like there is no point. I have read the lighthouse story 3 times already and I do not know what to think. Why would she cry? does she have feelings? am I suffocating her? I will leave her all the space there is but the price to pay will be to stick to the separation agreement when it comes to my children. I do not feel this is fair but now I have to walk this path.

I remain strong, LRT + GAL + act as if things were going to sort out. I really need those IC sessions now, I feel like nothing I do will soften her heart and all I get is blame and contempt.

Thanks a lot for all your support!