Yea is [censored]. Really bad. I miss her already. My other dog is worried about where she went. But she lived a good life. She chased, caught and ate countless rabbits. Ran miles following the tractor. Would chase me on the four wheeler for hours. I’m not gonna lie this hurts quite a bit more than I figured it would. I feel like I betrayed her. Even though I know that’s not true. She was happy and still had lots of go in her. But she was always falling. I watched her fall down our porch and land on her face. I could not let that happen. I just feel like I stole life from her though. It’s really tearing my up
