Sending hugs. Our spouses S*CK. And, it sounds like actually yours has what mine wants... maybe thinking of it that way is a different perspective? I'll send you back some things you (and others) have sent to me that have helped: - you don't deserve this, you deserve a full R with a committed W - you are the the prize - you can only control yourself, you can't control her... and since you didn't break her, you can't fix her.
I'm thinking of you and am here for you. Same thing you told me on my thread... post here if you need help.
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing
