R2C - I just mean that I assume something was going on based on my gut and what others say regarding these situations...that said, there has been nothing proven. I feel like it's just easier for me mentally to assume that's the case (prepare for the worst). As you said, the answer is still DB my butt off.

Without proof I'm finding it difficult to set boundaries. I'm trying to be the lighthouse and just be steady...let her figure out her world and hopefully she'll come back or I'll be ready to move on myself.

Maybe my ego is telling me I don't want to played for a fool after I've gone a full year of this already. Normally the ego gets you in trouble.

H 37
W 31
S 2

T: 7
M: 4

BD 12/18
Separated 2/19
Living back together 04/06/2019
W Moved out again 07/15/2019