Home sick today, some how came down with an awful stomach bug yesterday.....not good. Saltine crackers and gatorade are my best friends right now. Didn't go to the gym, have no energy....ughhh.

The Dr. and I got into a interesting conversation on Friday night. Out of the blue she mentions that she would not know what to do if we broke up. She said she would have to take a year off of dating. Then she asked me if I ever thought about what would happen. I just told her "no", I just live in the moment and don't worry about that kind of stuff. Then she said "Well, you don't know how this is going to end". I then said..."well, I have thought about what it would be like if we were married". That pretty much stopped the conversation and she didn't elaborate any further. We have never, spoke about any of those type of details before. Clearly she is not ready but either am I. Not sure what she was fishing for, reassurance??? Maybe in me bringing that up she got what she needed. IDK. We are off sync now with the kids so Saturday night we just hung out at her place and got take out. I won't see her again until Friday night as it is tough during the week with kids, work, school, etc.

My oldest had a soccer tournament on Saturday, 3 games in 1 day but it was fun! They won 2 and lost 1. I am coaching my youngest's basketball team so she had a game as well. So between all of those games total, in 2 different towns about 20 miles a part from each other it was a long but fun day!


Married 14, Together 17
M: 44, W: 43, D: 8, D: 6
M: 46, W: 45. D: 10. D: 8 (CUR)
Bomb Dropped: 5/28/2017
Separation Date: 6/17/2017
Divorce Filed: 2/7/2018
Divorce Final: 4/12/2018