What would make you happy and fulfilled right now? What do you want?
I think you have to stop looking at your ex”s life... 1. What he does (except how he treats the kids and if he’s paying you) has nothing to do with you. Even if he won the lottery and married a super model. It doesn’t matter. Just do you.
2. He’s been through woman after woman and he’s historically been disloyal. He’s not gonna change for anyone. They are not winning this changed man. You didn’t lose out. You won - because you don’t have to live with a liar and cheater that didn’t treat you well.
I think your hooked on the potential he had and not on who he actually is or was. I recognize that because I did the same. Once you figure out what’s gonna make you feel happy with your life, you won’t think about him and compare yourself to him anymore. But again, what do you want for yourself? Deep down?
