Ah Bets that letter from your daughter made me cry.
You are so lucky to have such a wonderful kid and how could she not be coming from a wonderful strong person. This letter proves it.

Your talk with your boss also struck home. I know I've come a long way with H. I just don't like the person he is at the minute. I know all the things he is doing is out of his search for happiness and his fear of being hurt and I also feel I am his only true friend and the person who know him better than anyone.

Sometimes I want to shout at him:
Yes I really want a relationship with you.
Yes I really want your children
Yes I really want to make a new life with you
But I don't want to be treated like you treat OW.
I want a committed loving realtionship and
and until your ready and willing to give me that
I'll wait.

The conversations that go on inside my head (very phoebe like )

Joanne


Always questioning??? Not always sad!!! Joanne Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is to not stop questioning. Albert Einstein