Ah Bets that letter from your daughter made me cry. You are so lucky to have such a wonderful kid and how could she not be coming from a wonderful strong person. This letter proves it.
Your talk with your boss also struck home. I know I've come a long way with H. I just don't like the person he is at the minute. I know all the things he is doing is out of his search for happiness and his fear of being hurt and I also feel I am his only true friend and the person who know him better than anyone.
Sometimes I want to shout at him: Yes I really want a relationship with you. Yes I really want your children Yes I really want to make a new life with you But I don't want to be treated like you treat OW. I want a committed loving realtionship and and until your ready and willing to give me that I'll wait.
The conversations that go on inside my head (very phoebe like )
Joanne
Always questioning???
Not always sad!!!
Joanne
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is to not stop questioning. Albert Einstein