DnJ, Scout, Grace, OwnIt, HaWho, thank you so much for all the messages for my b-day.
Am meeting a friend and her kid with my kids for dinner, tried to find something to do. I had a bit of a setback with that OW sleepover situation and my D so upset and wanting to talk. I was able to get her Sunday school teacher to chat with her because I realized it was just too much for me. She is an amazing lady and young and fun but old enough to be married with a kid, so it was amazing. They came up with a plan to write H a bunch of letters and not mail them but talk about them with each other. After D10 kept telling me happily that her teacher said she was a special person.
Thank you, everyone, for the friendship. I am not going to lie, this birthday really was not a good one, I was really low but able to talk to some friends and family, going out now in GAL style -- but it was amazing to have friends out there in DB land sending so many wishes.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.