No, doesn't sound great when you put it like that, I guess I felt she had seen what it meant to the kids, and that maybe it was her softening towards me. Kind of saw it as a re-establishment of trust.
She's looking fantastic at the moment and is extremely magnetic to people. It won't be long before someone comes along.
I have no control over that, some days I just can't believe I was so blind to push her away, and now she's gone. I can only build on the flicker of trust that is back.
