Shame and devastation4

[Core]

I feel you brother. You're not alone in this and with those feelings! I'm in a small residence with my WW W for 10+ hours a day. Often when she walks by I think...what if I just picked her up, kissed her and told her I love her. We would be on our way back to a happy R. Then I am reminded that is Hollywood. My in laws brother was in a situation where his W wanted their house and full custody. One day he got close to his W trying to help her in their doorway as she had bags or boxes. She slipped, got a small cut on her leg and called the cops. With strict laws in his country, he lost any chance at custody and was close to suicide. Not sure why I'm telling you all that just be careful! One of the vets on a thread said that if W is ready to work on the R, she will tell you as such.

You sound like a good man. Remind yourself of that.