Thanks guys.
This week, today's living suggestions etc have me spiralling in the other direction with rays of potentially false hope.
I need to listen to myself and focus on at least there is less hostility and some trust to build on.
So impatient, just want to scoop her up in my arms and make this all go away.

Have to accept this is my life right now, love her to bits but she wants no relationship with me.

Good work on picking out those positives U. Stretching a little lol.
Difficulty is more people she voices this to, the harder it is to turn around.

Not sure it's possible anyway but will stay the course, my belief doesn't change, but I feel pretty sappy and needy right now.


Bd August 2019 after 16years
S 12
D 6