As the day has progressed , working alongside her, hearing her sing ,sharing a few jokes been really having to hold it all in, feel like I'm completely smitten with her again.
Very challenging not to pursue a relationship talk, express my love for her etc.
Challenging, but the right thing to do. Restrain those urges.
Originally Posted by Jdevast
Oversaw a message to a friend saying that I was attending counselling, we were doing better, talking etc but that she would never get back together, ever!
This is a huge positive! I hope you can see that.
Also, are you snooping on her phone or was this accidental? I think it's best if you can try to be completely disinterested. I am less concerned about the ethics of snooping than the fact it shows you are tethered emotionally. Work on that detachment. Let her be.
Originally Posted by Jdevast
Bit of a gut punch I'm at the house still, she has gone out to her best friends birthday. Looked amazing walking out the door.
Sounds like a great opportunity for some GAL for you!
