hi alrose,
hang in there!!
just wanted to say I know how you feel-- is it totally unfair and awful. Know that there are so many of us here in the same place as you and rooting for you.

Read the DR/DB book when it comes, and focus on yourself and your kids. Being a mom to five kids-- you are already a superhero and you totally have what it takes!! Be strong, be with your children and be there for yourself.


Me (46) H (42)
M:14 T:18, D9 & D11
4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs
9/20 - present: R and piecing