The last straw

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I feel she has worked me over and the battle hasn’t even started

2 weeks ago, we had a conv and I told her she is free to go if that’s what she wants. Said a D isn’t what I want but I am not holding her back. Also said I’m not going to pursue her but if she goes, I’m going to be right here at home.

Second thoughts might not have been the best thing to say but in reality, why stay if she is set on going. I now see she has been planning to leave and waiting for the right time.

And to think we have D27s wedding here at the farm in June....this just s#cks! I feel so bad for D27 and that her wedding is in the midst of our D.

Starting to get pissed at the W. Need to remind myself this is her doing. Not mine. Her issues, m
Not mine, and I cant control her...if she wants to go... then....

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