I'm trying to ignore my own life as much as possible, but figured I'd give it a go so I can work tomorrow.
Mr. W. called me this evening on his way back to the apartment. He sounded down, dejected and very tired. I asked him how his trip had been, and he said good. Hmmm. Very different answer than his tone spoke. He was calling to respond to a voicemail D10 had left after school...
I was just about to hand her the phone when he said, "Betsey, thank you for the letter you left me. It was well written. I promise to get an answer to you very soon. I realize that you and I both need this."
I said thanks and that was it. We'll see when and what answer I receive. As always, I will post his decision.
I have been praying over this. Instead of praying that I get my wish granted, I pray for acceptance. I pray that God is able to help Mr. Wonderful look deep within his own soul to answer my questions and for Mr. W's answer to reflect that divine path. I pray that we will both live happily with whatever he chooses. And I pray that he really believes in whatever answer he gives me.
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
