I know that you are doing everything possible to share ideas, postings, links, etc., please stick to one thread until you have reached 100 posting/replies. We make every effort to keep the threads to one active thread at a time for each poster who is posting on each of the forums. Thanks!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.