Sometimes I entertain the thought of reconciling years down the road but those thoughts are dwindling. The more distance I put between WAH and myself the less I blame him for my unhappiness if that makes sense. If I can't be happy on my own then I'll never be happy with him (or anyone else) either. I am grateful that I will never have to see or talk to him again. Oh sure there is court, graduations...and I'll worry about the rest later but mostly I can avoid him forever. If he wants me out of his life then I need to make it permanent for my own mental health.
