Sometimes hearing things we don't want to hear is necessary. Your emotions over those things can't be helped. Ginger is giving you great feedback and advice. Don't let the fact that it hurts deter you from heeding it and considering it.
Its so weird because I have moments where I am totally fine. I've said before I struggle at work which is when I do most of my posting here.
Last night I started thinking about how WAH and how he couldn't make me happy. How getting a D could be the best thing that ever happened to me. Can't even imagine living another 30 years like that. This is devastating, beyond devastating but what's done is done nothing I can do but learn to live with it.